This is not a good blogging week.
I have NOTHING to say…well, that’s not entirely true. Almost nothing to say.
Ever just feel boring? Reminds me of Alanis Morrissette:
How can I feel so boring for someone so interesting?
If Alanis feels boring what is there for the rest of us more mundane civil servants armed with knitting needle types? How about 3 cats? And a messy house?
Will. Never. Date. Again.
Mundane newsflashes:
- my bank went ahead and invested my RSP for me without my permission. This would be a BAD thing if I wasn’t getting a much better interest rate now.
- Madeline has been divine in the mornings – getting up early, getting herself dressed, making breakfast for her and her brother!
- Madeline was abducted by aliens who have replaced her with a look alike who likes mornings.
- My mother will be taking the children shopping for mother’s day on Saturday – despite my apparent obsession it is unlikely I will receive anything that fits my interests…I can only hope that I will be shocked otherwise.
- I started the clapotis…it’s a gift but I can’t say for who but if you can order yourself some Andean Treasure from KnitPicks – do it! Its just that awesome.
- The ex kissed me and I dashed in the opposite direction – because it was nice AND scary AND confusing AND very very wrong
- At 36 I am no longer ruled by my hormones (but I wanted to be…very very much)
- I realized that my reaction to fear, anxiety and sadness is to become tired.
- I am tired
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My reaction to fear, anxiety and sadness is ALSO to become tired. Glad it’s not just me.
Well its good to have company! the only thing is…do I want to walk around feeling tired all the time or fearful, anxious and sad? I suppose actually feeling it helps to solve it…but I’m rather attached to my well-developed avoidance strategy! How do I know it isn’t just the really bad building air? What if I start associating being fearful, anxious and sad with being at work!!
Boggles I tell you.
Bad ex… BAD!
Well maybe just bad timing. Glad we’re all tired together. I’m way more boring than you, girl, and enjoying your blog immensely.